Sunday, January 16, 2011
I keep getting this feeling that I cheng shi bu zhu, bai shi you yu.
Guess I should make academics my first priority now.
How did I forget this lesson? Don't make a CCA important to you, because you are not important to a CCA.
How did I forget that when you don't feel like doing something in a CCA, that CCA will coax you into doing it. When you finally feel like doing it, they would start scolding you for all sorts of reasons, until you don't feel like doing it anymore. The cycle will always repeat.
How did I forget that CCA stops being meaningful to me, when tension arises?
Another 3 months, April 21. I shall guai1 guai1 de tahan until that time, then probably I am useless to the CCA already. But I think before that I am already too fed up trying to catch the beat of the song, which has no beats.
Patience...... Something that I don't have.
Nei han...... Something that I don't even have to talk about.
Level-headed...... Something that I don't have.
Possible to achieve all 3 in these 3 months? After being in MnD for the first 2 years, I didn't even achieve any one of these. What have I been doing?
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